I am grateful. I am drunk.

I guess I kinda lost the confidence to create new stuff and to write something that is fit to be words that would somehow make sense and pass for something some other person would say "yeah whatever". Maybe because I was too scared that I couldn't do that if it weren't for the guys who were there to make music with me. But you, who I daresay to admit that I look up to, posed a challenge. You gave me freedom to work on something new and something of my own that wasn't just like editing what you already created. I'm deeply grateful and profoundly flattered. It's a challenge and I can't promise something great but I can only promise that this work, whatever comes of it, may it be too simple or too trying, is something from some part of my soul that I still hold on to... some part where little of random and more of tanquility dwell like it's home. 

I am grateful. I am drunk.